I mulled it over
As I sat in front of some paper,
How is a poem constructed?
I wondered with a pen in hand,
My hand? No your hand,
A hand that I held,
Squeezing your dead fingers together,
To hold the slippery ballpoint,
I thought you would snore when you died,
But I guess it was something you only did in sleep,
Your feet I wear as shoes,
I wrap around my feet,
BOOTS BOOTS,
You don't love me anymore,
The blood that pumped for me has drained,
Burying is a thing of the past,
We live in our dead now,
I'm rotting like you,
But before I do I mulled it over,
And sat in front of some paper,
To write a poem…
With your hand.
I'm writing a poem
Because I feel that I should
I'm not sure why
I think I feel bound
Bound by this consuming need to
Create
I think we are all bound
In this catch 22
Of creativity
The more we give in
In – to this creativity
The more we need to create
Is it because it is the only way to control
Is the world too hectic?
Is that why we need to write
And paint
And draw
Or is it something that we're born with
A mystical element to our human soul
A need
A want to create
To explore this depth of our mind
Imaginations and thought
I write a poem
Because the instinct is too strong
Would I go mad is I suppressed it
If you su
You are no longer human - you are an 'it'
an 'it' for me to explore,
an 'it' like a 'thing and a what'
you are a fascinating 'it'
and I stare watching you - the 'it'
lying naturally on my white landscapes,
I watch the barrel and imagine how the two balloons,
two balloons inflate and deflate,
causing you - 'it' - to move in a harmony,
and I imagine your paper Valentine flutter with apprehension,
loving the golden atmosphere that keeps it living,
your meat-sticks grope at the bowls of fat
that wobble, wibble. Iced with round dangerous tips.
Grope again 'it' it makes you fall in love with imaginary -
imaginary ele
Oh! Those screams in the depth of the night,
they do nothing but shake the nerves and pierce the drums of the ears,
my heritage, my country,
I worked so hard for that scrap of land,
between the two tall, stony buildings.
They're rubble now.
Buildings toppled reminders of an ancient empire...
before the greed.
Aeroplanes continue to scream and
we hold each other in a desperate attempt
to shield our lives from the machines,
the whole country holds it's breath,
and then we exhale,
tenderly, teasing the sun to raise
and the pale fingers of dawn scratch away the night
like a woman buried alive.
The last few fragmen
Current Residence: UK!! Favourite genre of music: Anything and Everything Operating System: XP MP3 player of choice: Kazaa Lite Skin of choice: Umm...my own? Favourite cartoon character: Gotta be buttercup from powerpuff girls Personal Quote: "Live in this world As A Stranger"
Favourite Visual Artist
Salvador Dali
Favourite Movies
Pulp fiction, The ring, Kiss of the dragon, Queen of The Damned
Golly gosh!
Peace to you all
It really has been too long - hasn't it?
I honestly cannot believe that it has been over a year since I wrote a journal entry. I find that absolutely shocking.
I have, on the other hand, made frequent visits to DA, and favouriting and whatever else while I've been here for brief moments.
Anyways,
I'm not sure if I'm going to be back back - maybe I'll write some stuffs...
Hope you're all very well indeed!
Moi xx